The ups & downs, randomness & more to drama.
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Saturday, March 21, 2009 8:36 AM
19th March 2009 ♥On the 19th March 2009, my boyfriend invited me to a BBQ party at his friend's house. Before that, something happened to me & my parents. I was really really desperate to get out from my house immediately because I can hardly stand everything that had happened. =( Tahan punya tahan, last2 I cried when I was in his car by the time he picked me up from my house. I can see, he was like takut kan melihat aku nangis. He even tried to wipe my tears which was really sweet =D Thank god, he was there when I was in need of someone & he even tried to cheer me up =) Thank you, my love... I always love you! <3 Okay, enough said. Back to the BBQ thingy, it was held at Nana's house & all the Platoons were there. Honestly, I was nervous & freaked out masa awal atu. That was because it was the first time zime brought me to his friend's party kann. Anyhoo, last2 I was okay. He was there beside me and his girl-friends were really nice =)) The party was fun, they karaoked & food pun ada (Duh~) Haha. Unfortunately, I had to go home early and miss all the fun. Mun akhir balik karang, ada lagi ornag ngamuk -__-" I wished I could stay long because I want to cherish our last moment together before he go to KK this Saturday which is today. Plus, I want to get to know his friends kann.. Tapi nada chance langsung. sigh. Speaking of him going to KK, he already went tadi subuh. I am a bit emo ne staring yesterday sudah. I was such a cry baby. HAHA. He will only be there for 3~4 days, sudah tia ku emusii cemani. Haiyaa~ That's because, I think of him almos every second in my life and living with him nun jauh disana makes me a lil bit sedih. HAHA. Jiwang! He's there, I'm here.. Sedih yoo.. I hope for this 3 to 4 days, i'll find something to occupy my time and will amke me stop thinkug bout him. It's not that i don't wanna think bout him eh. I just don't want to end up missing him very very much wa, krg aku yg nangis2 lagi. Tau tah dah aku ne emusii. =D But right now, I do miss him plang. =( Oh well, it's only for 3 to 4 days, Deena uii.. Before I end this post, I would like to say this blog will be dormant for a while till I have the time to update. I can seriously feel I'll be busy starting tomorrow. Until the, goodbye & assalamualaikum everibodih.  Me & him at the party. I miss you, hby. 
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Yours truly,  ♥ also known as Deena. ♥ Bruneian. ♥ Trying to be a better person but fails everyday. ♥ Owns a fucked up life. Blog Counters, |
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