The ups & downs, randomness & more to drama.
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Friday, February 26, 2010 7:36 PM
Semester break ♥Hey people!! :D I'm feeling super duper happy because....  Yes, semester break is hereeeee. Whheeee! But it's going to be for a week only which kinda sucks. But still, I'm going to enjoy this semester break. Depression-free, emo-free, stress-free and free from Melayu Islam Beraja. :D Speaking of Melayu Islam Beraja, I did my individual essay already and it was sooo great to feel that I have completely did the essay without doing any plagiarism and all those crimes I used to do when I wrote my essays. =D Since MIB is done and semester break is here, I'm going to start doing some exercises, climb Mount Everest and swim past the Pacific Ocean. Haha. Membual bnr. Bah, I'm off from here. Happy holidays to all UBD-ians and ITB-ians! 
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 10:17 AM
A simple update ♥Shoot. I miss updating this blog. I've been busy and my laptop was not with me for a few days. She's okay now. I mean the lappy. Even though I know I should have replace the RAM but anyway it just need to be formatted for now. Soon, I'll send her again to the technician to change the RAM. It's bugging me when the blue screen keeps appearing everytime I do an important task on my laptop. It totally drives me nut! *&^$#$%^ .jpg) Bah, atu saja dulu. haha. I just don't know what to type again. :) Adios.
Friday, February 5, 2010 4:06 PM
Some facts bout me. ♥  In every month, there will always be a 'depression time' for me. If those people who know me that well, then I suggest you not to read this post because it will just bore you. What makes me depress? Family problems Lots of assignment given too many things to worry about feeling insecure about him negative thoughts over flow in my head! feeling down which links to high level of depression How to stop me feeling depress? Haha. It ain't easy. Seriously. But you can try anyway. Force me to tell why I am acting that way. Then try to cheer me up? Keep on forcing me till I spill out the beans. Tell some silly jokes or something to make feel good? Maybe that way, I will stop being depress. Just maybe. No one ever tried it anyway. HAHA. so yeahh.. What I meant by: Biar tia means jgn biar tia. Lol! just let me be this way for a while means don't leave me like this I'm fine means my heart shattered to pieces It doesn't matter anymore means it is driving me insane and I'm still thinking bout it. I don't mind means I mind... Complicated much? =)
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 7:33 PM
Lunch and talk. ♥ I didn't realize a basin called voreng does exist in this world. The name looks like a word modified by the poklens for boring and I just knew it today from the talk we had in the afternoon. Speaking of voring or boring, the talk was sooo boring/voring. HAHA. But the lunch was AWESOME much! There's lamb with mushroom sauce and all the other delicious food. I can guaranteed you i just can't resist all the food. To add more, it's free so why not eat alot, gain weight just for a day? haha. Here are the photos I took during the lunch. =))         the geology family! =D p.s: i shouldn't be having this feeling but... I miss him. :(
Tuesday, February 2, 2010 10:58 PM
Pretty bad. ♥  Okay, so people said that I was being emo in my last post. Actually I was not. I was and am perfectly okay, I think. It was just a one thing that I just knew. It struck my head and heart too. Something really dark that ain't people should know. Something that you need to keep it to yourself. Something that is really messing your head that drives you crazy and you feel like your brain is going to explode. Gahh! I am being EMO here. haha. Nada bah. I guess I am just being too emotional right now.  Oh if you people are wondering what this whole matter is about... It ain't nothing to do with my love life, my family, my keliling pingang stuff, MIB essays and things which are not worth mentioning here. =)) So yeah, sorry to say. I'm completely okay and happy but something evil is lurking inside this head of mine.
Monday, February 1, 2010 8:41 PM
Hell with it. ♥  Some says it's the best for us to know the truth. And some says it's better to keep the truth away from knowing. In my case... I wanted both. It hurts very much. I just can't face the fact...  It is messing my head. Help me...
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