The ups & downs, randomness & more to drama.
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Monday, July 26, 2010 11:18 PM
bla bla bla ♥I figured out something unexpectedly from my friend about something and somehow it's the last thing I want to hear from her. The truth is it affected me and I'm in the process of learning how to be someone who doesn't care even about a single thing so I can live my life without worrying. Worrying is the 2nd craziest thing I want to avoid because I have been living my life worrying about everything and it sometimes hurts. So now, I'm hoping I can go with the flow and anything happen tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or in the future I want to deal 'it' no matter how hard it would be to face such thing. It's funny that I'm still holding on to this thing. Maybe I'm not brave enough to be the first one to cut it off? Nahh, the thing is I want 'it' so bad that going through all of this with pains and bruises is worth it. The feeling that built up over the year caused me this, so I guess I should still fight for it but fight in way that need not me to be hurt in some kind of way. Haha. This is making me insane. I don't even know what I was trying to tell here. Let's just take this as my crappy post.Next time there might be another crappy post from me so just try to bear reading crappy stuff. =D 
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Yours truly,  ♥ also known as Deena. ♥ Bruneian. ♥ Trying to be a better person but fails everyday. ♥ Owns a fucked up life. Blog Counters, |
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