Friday, July 23, 2010 12:50 PM
Crap
♥Know what?
I have just scanned through my timetable for the upcoming semester. How very shocking it was to see that particular person is listed in my timetable. What I meant by that is... I was trying to avoid this particular person from seeing or clashing or whatever thing with this particular person for a few months and now there is a high probability that I would have to meet this particular person for the rest of my 3rd semester. How can this be happening???
This is so not fair eh. I know it's a big deal and I should not be overreacting right now but.... But... It's just unfair bah. Having this particular person around me reminds me of the embarrassment and the stupid mistakes I made. It's a big deal for me, you know...
Not fair eh banar... =/ Maybe I should sabotage this person so this person wouldn't be around OR maybe I just find another alternative course OR I could try to face the truth and get over the bad memories OR I could jump from a high building to commit suicide. Haha. Over. Naahhh I'll go with the third option, I think. I would be okay. Everything will gonna be fine. Right?
Aku emosi saja and that's all. =]
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