The ups & downs, randomness & more to drama.
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Monday, August 2, 2010 10:11 PM
Love ♥Just want to tell all of you that I'm losing faith in love... Funny how it came from someone who has a boyfriend at the moment but it ain't funny if you know what is going on in my real life. Like Yanee posted in her blog that people have their heartbroken and shed tears for the sake of being in love and in a relationship. I think it's true. :) Maybe that is the reason why I... nevermind. She also posted that "...a guy is right if you think about Allah whenever you think about him, and a guy that can bring us closer to God'. Kan Yanee? :) Well, I found this one particular guy already and unfortunately it was a wrong timing. Maybe I should have met him earlier or... maybe... I don't know. I know it is wrong for me to say that way but... letting that guy go is a mistake. =/ I want to fight for this love but when it's already started to be a mess by him, I don't know if I can do it or not. It's hard for me to stay strong. I have always wanted him to fight for us too but that will never happen. =| It's just too hard. I do love him. In fact I love him very very much more than anything which is wrong actually. I love him more than I love myself... I love him more than my bright future... =S .......... I don't want to type anything anymore. Sigh. 
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Yours truly,  ♥ also known as Deena. ♥ Bruneian. ♥ Trying to be a better person but fails everyday. ♥ Owns a fucked up life. Blog Counters, |
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